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[June 12, 2004]
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[June 10, 2004]
[ mood | awake ]

i'm bored. and i can't sleep. i was playing emo video games but scott made me get off the computer. so i may take some niquel and just go to bed. *sigh*.

elise.

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[June 10, 2004]
[ mood | amused ]

yea!!!!!!!

What stupid celebrity are you destined to kill? by daydreamer8852
Name
Birthdate
You killed
With a
OnFebruary 1, 2011
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interesting [June 10, 2004]
[ mood | interested ]

check this out. it really makes a good point.

http://www.jonathangullible.com/mmedia/PhilosophyOfLiberty-english_music.swf

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i'm so tired or waiting [June 10, 2004]
[ mood | calm ]

oh my lord. my brother is listening to cky in his room. whoa this is really freakin me out. lol. just got back from jack in the box. me and my brother were really bored so we rode our bikes down there. its so fucking expensive. we got 1 thing of chicken "fingers", a shake, and small drink for 8 bucks! god! overall today has been pretty good. except now i'm pretty bored. but thats ok i guess. i'm gonna look thru my whole journal and all its entries. i'm gonna post some things from my past. i'm just bored so thats what i'm gonna do.

elise.

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[June 09, 2004]
[ mood | curious ]

Your Suicide.. by Konstantine
Your Name/Username
Favorite Number?
Favorite Color?
Gender?
How will you commit suicide?You will hang yourself
How many tries will it take?71
When will you commit suicide?March 13, 2008
What will your suicide note say?I wish there was another way ..
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[June 09, 2004]
[ mood | cheerful ]

ok lady and gentlemen, i'm making this a FRIENDS ONLY journal soon and if you still wanna be my friend and read my journal then comment and then i can add you back ok? ok so COMMENT or else you won't beable to read my journal anymore and if i were that person i would be really pissed. lol. yea so...comment soon cuz i may be changing it soon. like tomorrow or something.

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[June 09, 2004]
[ mood | amused ]

i am writing this on a thing called a "on-screen keyboard" yea its so awesome. just thought you all would like to know. hehe.

elise.

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[June 09, 2004]
[ mood | mischievous ]

This is important, so please read it.

Suicide: The Permanent Solution To A Temporary Problem

Ask the 25-year-old who tried to electrocute himself. He lived. But both his arms are gone.

What about jumping? Ask John. He used to be intelligent, with an engaging sense of humor. That was before he leapt from a building. Now, he's brain-damaged and will always need care. He staggers and has seizures. He lives in a fog. But, worst of all, he KNOWS he used to be normal.

What about pills? Ask the 12-year-old with extensive liver damage from an overdose. Have you ever seen anyone die of liver damage? You turn yellow. It's a hard way to go.

What about a gun? Ask the 24-year-old who shot himself in the head. Now he drags one leg, has a useless arm and has no vision or hearing on one side. He lived through his "foolproof" suicide. You might too.

But... Who will clean your blood off the carpet or scrape your brains from the ceiling? Commercial cleaning companies may refuse that job--but SOMEONE has to do it.

Who will have to cut you down from where you hung yourself or identify your bloated body after you've drowned? Your father? Your mother? Your wife? Your son?

The carefully worded "loving" suicide note is of no help. Those who loved you will NEVER completely recover. They'll feel regret and an unending pain.

Suicide is contagious. Look around your family. Look closely at the 4 year old playing with his cars on the rug. Kill yourself tonight, and he may do it ten years from now.

You DO have other choices. There are people who can help you through this crisis. Call a hotline. Call a friend. Call your minister or priest. Call a doctor or hospital. Call the police. They will tell you that there's hope. Maybe you'll find it in the mail tomorrow. Or in a phone call this weekend. But what you're seeking could be just a minute, a month, or a day away.

You say you don't want to be stopped? Still want to do it? -Well, then, I may see you in the psychiatric ward later. And we'll work with whatever you have left.

Remember: Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.

IF YOU’RE READING THIS, PLEASE STEAL IT AND PUT IT IN YOUR JOURNAL, TOO.

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wow [June 08, 2004]
[ mood | amused ]

hm....interesting...

DisorderRating
Paranoid:Very High
Schizoid:Moderate
Schizotypal:Very High
Antisocial:High
Borderline:Very High
Histrionic:Very High
Narcissistic:High
Avoidant:High
Dependent:Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive:High

-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --

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alice marie thompson [June 05, 2004]
[ mood | aggravated ]

god i'm bored. and tired. and frustrated. today was ok. i had to babysit in the morning. my 2 and 1 year old sisters, and my 2 year old sisters friend perry. perry wouldn't stop crying for her mother so her dad came and picked her up. watched my sisters for about 3 hours. got only 10 dollars. god...money these days. went to my pottery class. as usual i'm the oldest one in there. i don't think there is anyone above ten except me. this fat 10 year old kept checking me out. god it was gross. i gave him evil looks all day and he backed off. lol. i made a sugar bowl and a vase today. woo hoo for me. the teacher is gonna like make em all dried up so i can paint them.i hope mine doesn't blow up in the "kelm" or whatever its called. the teacher is a 50 year old man that really smells like hes literally dead. i swear. everytime he walks by i think i'm gonna faint. lol. tricia got in trouble yesterday so i may not beable to go over to her house tomorrow with eric. but she said to call tonight to see whats going on. hopefully i can. my dad is making chicken wings for dinner. thats like one of my favorite foods. ok i listened to all of my new cds. and i have concluded that the lost prophets cd is better than matchbook romance. still having family problems. i think i'm gonna threaten to kill myself if someone doesn't take me back to circleville. i'll get real mad one day and hold a knife up to my wrists and scream "if you don't take me to circleville i am going to kill myself!" i'm seriously thinking about it. if i do it in front of my mom she'll take me. if i do it in front of my dad he'll go.."go ahead. do it. i'd like to see you try" he knows i wouldn't do it. but my mom..shes worried about me. lol. oh my god i so dearly miss circleville....

elise.

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tricia [June 04, 2004]
[ mood | mischievous ]

this is my friend tricia. she just got a new livejournal and shes so awesome so go to her journal!!!!!

 

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[June 04, 2004]
[ mood | calm ]

god i miss my computer so dearly!!!!!! i'm on my dad's computer again. yea my stepdad says he'll try to fix the virus on my computer this weekend and hopefully it'll work. because i think i'm going to go insane without it. this is how i spare my time at home: talk on the phone with tricia or roger, play lightbright, listen to music, play my bass, or sit on my bed in silence staring at my closet door. its like it hypmotizes me. lol. yea my pottery class starts tomorrow!!! *jumps for joy* i need something to do with my life. if anyone wants me to make a beautiful pot for them just ask! lmao. i got the new lost prophets cd and the new matchbook romance cd today. i'm listening to lost prophets right now. they are so awesome. tricia's dad hates me. he thinks i'm a bad influence on her. *sob* so she can't really come over anymore. i can go over there but she can't go over to my house. i'm a good kid at their house too and he goes and says i'm bad influence on his daughter. you know that just pisses me off. yes the camping trip was fun. we met our new best friend there. his name is roger. roger i miss you! lol. he won't be reading that anytime soon cuz he doesn't have a computer. lol. and circleville has no internet connection. i wish i could live in circleville. its like my dreamhome. really it is. school is finally out. woo hoo. so that means i get to go to pig sty high next year. *ugh* lets see...what else is there to say? oh yea, i'm getting my work permit next week! my mom is gonna take me to the place where i have to get it, and they gotta take my fingerprints, test me and then they give me my work permit. WOOO!!! i think i'm gonna work at the mall. possibly smiths cuz i can just walk to smiths. i would have to take a bus if i worked at the mall. or maybe i can work at hollywood video. now that would be awesome. cuz i could walk there too. smiths, or hollywood video? you guys help me decide ok? i'm thinkin of more on the hollywood video side. lol. when my computer gets fixed i'll post pics of my utah trip. god i miss the internet so much!!!!!!!! i'm going to tricia's on sunday. her boyfriend will be there. not the tall eric. the shorter long haired eric. apollo's step brother or whatever. him. yea hes cool. we are gonna go swimming. and i'm bringing my bass over and tricia has a guitar and she wanted me to play for her. i learned a new offspring song on it. its so awesome and i can play it perfectly. not to sound concieted but for a song that fast i'm surprised i can play it that well for only playing for about a year or so.*sigh* my life is pretty good right now i guess. i did IT a lot last week. bad me. *slaps hand* i did it oh....4 times? ugh ugh ugh. they were bad too. oh well.i'm having real big family problems right now. my friend life is perfectly dandy, but my family life...god its like hell. once i get enough money to get out of this stupid place i am. ok well there really isn't anything else to talk about so i'm gonna go now ok? adios.

elise.

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[June 02, 2004]
[ mood | busy ]

sorry that i havn't updated in a while. my computer is broken down. i'm using my dad's right now. i don't have that much time. i'm doing great thanx for asking. i may not be online/updating for a while so if u really need to talk call me at 1-702-399-1825.

bye.

elise.

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[May 27, 2004]
[ mood | busy ]

going to utah today. so i won't be updating till late monday or tuesday. ta ta.


elise.

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[May 26, 2004]
[ mood | sleepy ]

forever the way is the most awesomest band ever

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[May 26, 2004]
[ mood | calm ]

there is a duck on my info page. his name is frankie. you click on him and then you go to another page with him on it. you can move his head around and such. but wait...if you click frankie he quacks and like jumps!! its so awesome. frankie...i love you. i love you more than my scottish fetus. (sorry scottish fetus...i mean...frankie quacks. you gotta understand) lol. i am a bad person. a very baaaad person. *sigh* oh well. yea my mom is letting me go on that trip with tricia. its gonna be sooooo fun!!! woo woo. yea. i think i'm going to my dad's house today. i'm not exactly sure. i'm hungry. i'm in the mood for jack in the box. i had northstar yesterday (local bar here in vegas. lol) and i had wings and fries. i didn't eat all of it so i got a box and everything and when i got home i realized i forgot the box. *tear tear* i may have like..a piece of ham or something. i'm in the mood for listening to my music really really loud in my room while i'm laying on my bed but i can't cuz my dad is supposed to call. argh...yea ok. um...we didn't get our yearbooks today like the teachers promised. fuck cram middle school.

elise.

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woo [May 26, 2004]
[ mood | groggy ]

i'm going on a 4 day camping trip with tricia and her family starting tomorrow. its gonna be in utah. woo hoo. its gonna be so fun. we both really need to get away from this shit hole city with the shit hole people you know? yea we are gonna go 4 wheeling. i hope i "accidently" fall off a cliff and die. lol. i'm not that depressed anymore. my arm hurts like fuck though. cuz...yea. but this trip i think is gonna do me some good.

elise.

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[May 25, 2004]
[ mood | content ]

today was um...ok. nothing cool happened. yea thats all i gotta say about today.

elise.

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accessable [May 24, 2004]

pictures from the dance!!!!!!!!!!Collapse )

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